ADD

Holy shit--- everything is falling into place. I don't have a tumor. I am not getting slower as I get older. There's a reason very few things can hold my attention. I have ADD. It even makes sense why I am not so good at paperwork and it just feels impossible. I can't believe this is real. I am 32 years old and I should think of this like wow I am damned good at compensating. And now I should consider this a break. Like I don't have to keep treading water, I don't need to tread water at all. Everything is about to get way easier. =)